Empowerment

Dear, Fear…

Dear Fear,

The truth is you almost had me. The uncanny motion of life warped around my brain and it began to be too much to bear. The walls you’ve confined me in have been safe and comforting.The place you have built has become my safe haven. I used to be a slave to you and I gave you too much credit.  I was bound up.There was no escape because the bars around my vision had no way of  breaking out.You made sure I couldn’t see the light and it felt so dark… For a while.

But one day,  I began to see your chains. I began to see your hold and death grip on me that was so tight I couldn’t breathe. Each gasp for air was an extreme cry to God. You tried to choke the life out of me but it didn’t work. You can’t have me any longer. I’m severing our ties. This motionless girl was scared to kill you. It was a bitter taste in my mouth everytime I spoke and you were there. I was the scared girl.

Goodbye fear. You have no place here.This relationship doesn’t work for me anymore. I’ve found out who I am.

Goodbye fear. You have no place here.  Because now I can see that purpose wasn’t planned. There was a level of grace that you didn’t see or understand… and His name Jesus. He lifted and sifted through all of her broken pieces and they no longer exist.

Goodbye fear. You have no place here.The  broken girl had to leave.  The girl who let people walk over her had to go. The depressed girl had to go. The lonely girl had to go. The girl who felt anxiety everytime she woke up had to go. That girl is no more. She’s left and has no plans of visiting you anymore. She’s been deleted. Finito!  Presto because that girl removed your chains from her. There’s no more room for you in her life.  There’s no place for you here. Because she messed around and figured out who God really made her to be.

Goodbye fear. You have no place here.That girl you loved.That girl became a woman. A wild woman ready to take on her own wilderness and walk on water in order to achieve her own dreams.

Goodbye fear. You have no place here.She is ferocious on the inside. She’s fearless and unmatched .She moves to the beat of her own drum. She has no limitations.

Goodbye fear. You have no place here.She is beautiful and talented. She has a VOICE that she will give to the nations. She is bright like a shining star. You can watch her but you can’t touch her. She is irreplaceable. She carries herself and drips melanin and gold. She has skin like honey and loves to share her story untold.

Goodbye fear. You have no place here. She carries wisdom in her right hand and honor in her left. She is more precious than jewels an nothing can compare with her. She is a WILD WOMAN with WILD POTENTIAL ready to take on anything that stands in her way because that’s the way God intended for her to be.

I know you think we’ll get back together. But I’m happy to tell you we have no future together. HAH This is THE END!

So Goodbye fear. You have no place here.

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